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first thing aq nk gtaw.... aq xtaw la nk ckp camne..... ble time aq ske orng 2.... orng 2 cam t'agak2 nk ske aq... knp ekh??? aq pun xtaw la.... aq nk syg orng 2...tpi tkot la.... tkot ye d rampas oleh orng lain.... skunk nie aq xmau syg2 orng 2.... biar orng 2 syg aq..... tpi...??? OMG.... i really2 not understnd.... n speechless.... like want crying...but cannot... i must 2 be strong.... aq hnya mmpu t'senyum... walaupun ati aq mngis sorng2...xde spe yg taw.... pliz2... yup! i need love... i need some1 who can love me..... OMG.... ;{...